Well, the pain was somewhat better today, after getting Isabella to sleep in her own bed until morning. then I snuggled her in bed for an hour. Probably was a mistake to do that, because she might expect not to have to sleep in bed after that, but I put her to bed in her bed anyway and she wasn't too impressed with me, that is for sure. But anyway, pain wasn't so bad so I tried to get a few sewing projects done and some cleaning. I still feel pretty depressed about (pain and) the day tomorrow. I can't stop wondering what would be different if I had not miscarried. And wondering why anyone ever has to go through something so awful.
tonight I am so tired from cleaning and things today I am not hating bedtime, either. I just hope tomorrow I can wake up with a tolerable pain level and occupy myself and my thoughts.
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